Good morning! Today is the day I was going to start to fix myself. Last week I looked into counseling, I called tri county mental health. They told  me they’d get back to me, which they did. You are able to go in on a first come first serve basis Tue., Wed and Thurs, from 10:00 to 12:30. Sounds great right? Two of those days I’m off, but I’m not sure where they are located or how much it costs. Besides today they are calling for a wintery mix, so I’ve  decided to wait and sit home and eat jelly beans while playing video games. I hope no one is judging  my decision to do nothing to fix my life today. (You have my permission to judge the jelly beans as it isn’t even St Patricks Day yet) I have addressed the fact that I need fixing,  which in itself is extremely overwhelming. I’m not sure why anyone would go into counseling as a career, as it seems to me poor people need the most help and due to their inability to function normally don’t have enough money to maintain mental health, which just adds extra pressure and kills the momentum. This brings to mind one of my less than motivating  statements  “I need a job to get a car to get to work to pay for the car!” The cat is doing well. I’m not putting any additional effort into the cat these days, I found its better to have never loved. Another fun saying “Is it better to have loved and lost or to have never loved?” You see where I’m going with these life lessons. I’m going to try this as a new part of myself. Just try and get through a day without incident.

On a happier note I really enjoy the chance to air my grievances with a pretend audience, as this in itself helps to relieve some of the built up pressures I inflict on myself unnecessarily. With always the possibility someone should stumble upon this and find some wisdom or even a good laugh at such contradictory bull crap as so intended.  Besides I believe the Cat grows weary of said bull. and wishes me to stop whining about nonsense and leave him the F alone.

I do suppose if one were to read these ridiculous posts they would wonder why I never mention grandchildren since the title would lead you to believe that’s where I’m going with this. Well my friends that’s a tale for another day. All in a day in the life of Granny Panty 🙁  I’m considering changing the name too “Rut Digger” , “The Super Saboteur” or “Over The Hill and In a Ditch” so many fun names. The list can go on. Do you have any?