am: 2 cinnamon whole wheat toast, coffee with fat free  creamer, and raspberry yogurt

I went to church today which is a first in a very long time. It was a special occasion my very good friend was preaching. I’ll tell you it was awesome and inspiring. It reminded me who I was, am, and hope to be. I stopped going to church when my son passed away. It would make me cry. Not that I’m angry with GOD just so very sad. I do often wonder why GOD didn’t save him, but in all fairness I wonder the same about me and my family. Part of me understands we couldn’t make him do anything,(free will) and then there’s the other part. Any way came home enlightened, I’m going to strive to be who GOD intended me to be. I want to be a kind loving person, but first there are some people who I need to deal with that for some reason bring out make the bad in me.

lunch:string cheese

dinner: turkey breast, broccoli, and fresh cranberry sauce with oranges and lots of apples. Very yummy.